sometimes i dun understand girls. =/cos my ambition, since young, as early as pri school? was to be someone who can have great power over themselves. from a pianist, doctor, to the career woman that i wanna be. i've always wanted to live on my own in the future (with a part time maid to clean up my place in the afternoon. hee!)
then people like maybe mummy and ting, they would always say "why... just find someone rich, then be a tai tai, can shop and not work, make yourself so xin ku for what! " but i'll think otherwise. what joy is there spending what's not mine. i want to earn my own big bucks, and i'mma gonna spend my own big bucks. even now, i would work to get things i want, not ask for it. but of cos, i wouldn't mind extra given to me by the other half =P
"so you're not getting married?" hmm... i'm not sure. my dreams hasn't spared a thought for that area =/ somehow, i can't imagine myself spending so many years of my life, married with another guy, having to compromise with each other... every time i see old couples, i hope i could, and i want to... but i know it's really hard for me...
because of my family? because of what i've heard and seen? could be... maybe i have developed a phobia. my sec school friend joanne says that she pities guys that are with me. like what?! i'm nice too alright =)) i can cook, make lunchbox, give really sweet surprises, and clean my own room.
bah~! i have ever thought of being the little nice wife who does nothing but cleaning and cooking and shopping whole day ok! at least since i came into poly. sounds like me still?
i want my own freedom of life. seeking. and i'm getting it.
hmm... you guys out there still interested? Hah. i'm me myself and i =)
